Friday, June 17, 2011

Phoenix

Phoenix

The love or crazy idea of it,
only time I've had some fun
since it's begun, I'm undone
can't let you go

You've got secrets, I'll keep them,
won't tell a soul, pretend I don't know
whisper and I'll hear you
say nothing and I will fall

I hate this, and it's nothing
with me it's all or over
I'm undone. Can't figure it out.
With pressing words unsaid, I'm surrounded
I hate this. Hate that I miss you at all.

I wanted to be over it
the loneliness I feel keeps growing
It draws me your way,
Sometimes I wonder why

Stay mean, stay cold,
Stay the way you were always
I don't need you, just the crazy thought
I can live on that, till another

I hate this, and it's nothing
with me it's all or over
I'm undone. Can't figure it out.
With pressing words unsaid, I'm surrounded
I hate this. Hate that I miss you at all.

Don't be safe, please don't be sane
Can't stand the thought of you in a box
I've always lived there, it's not easy
Makes me bend your way

Don't ask what I wanted, I was stupid
I kept it simple, kept it calm
Safe is just a cage I've built myself
The doors wide open now

I hate this, and it's nothing
with me it's all or over
I'm undone. Can't figure it out.
With pressing words unsaid, I'm surrounded
I hate this. Hate that I miss you at all.

Just tell me, I'll follow
I'm ok now, just need a way out
I'm not the girl I used to be
a tidal wave, at the limit
a phoenix, can't you see now

Stay the same, don't change
dangerous, tender, and unmoved
I'll hate to leave you, never to pursue
loneliness is not the end
You have me

I hate this, and it's nothing
with me it's all or over
I'm undone. Can't figure it out.
With pressing words unsaid, I'm surrounded
I hate this. Hate that I miss you at all.